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A Shade of Melancholy

by Northern Weather

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1.
I heard your heart in the drumbeat It reminded me of everything Then sparked a fragment of memory And now I cannot remember I know that look that you gave to me Is just a shadow of what was And now you're staring right through me And I know that you know I know And I touched your face And you dug my grave for days I heard your voice in the melody It reminded me of everything I had to drown out the memories The silence helps me to forget Your eyes were staring daggers right through me I was waiting by the door ready to leave The silence resounded and was deafening Reverberating through our hollowed hearts Tell me what you said to me Tell me what you said to me anyhow
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Epilogue 00:47
3.
End of Page 03:55
The impending doom Seems distant when you're in the room So let's keep laughing We're laughing Don't ask me where I'll be in a year The future seems so unclear I want to be happy So let's be happy I'll change my mind if you change yours Let's dull the pain of what's in store Procrastinating 'til the day our paths diverge When your dreams will carry you so far away Am I selfish for wishing you'll decide to stay And put to rest the other life that you have made? My feet are rooted to the spot I understand what I have wrought So please pretend that it's all good Til the day that it is not Let's take the pictures on our phones And leave them here at home Bigger, better things are calling you I'll reap what you have sewn The winds of change will open doors Let's dull the pain of what's in store Procrastinating 'til the day our paths diverge When your dreams will carry you so far away Am I selfish for wishing you'll decide to stay And put to rest the other life that you have made? End of page, another chapter laid to rest Don't misconstrue, I'm only wishing you the best End of page, an epilogue that's hard to mend Time and distance will eventually be friends
4.
(Alone and out on my own) I'm talking to the steering wheel it knows exactly how I feel (Driving down North River Road) I’m losing visibility and fogging up the windshield (Alone with nowhere to go) The water wants to wash away all the plans I have made (Driving down North River Road) The rain droplets call my name I'm trying not to hydroplane Down, down at the bottom The bottom of a chasm Sometimes you gotta crash and burn if you wanna learn your lesson I'm falling, I'm falling in a sea. A sea of my reflection Don't neglect the rearview mirror, it will help maintain direction Providing proof to the subconscious is the only way to stop it Down comes the rain to wash away my problems, I know I'm the one who caused them (Alone and out on my own) Now I'm talking to the steering wheel it knows exactly how I feel (Driving down North River Road) And I'm losing visibility and fogging up the windshield (Alone with nowhere to go) Now The water wants to wash away all the plans I have made (Driving down North River Road) hear The rain droplets call my name I'm trying not to hydroplane I'm falling into the sky Convinced that everything's fine (that everything is fine) I'll ride the edge of a knife Convinced I’m willing to climb, and that I'm not out of time And then sometimes you gotta crash and burn if you wanna learn your lesson Providing proof to the subconscious is the only way to stop it Down comes the rain to wash away my problems, as if I'm the one who caused them North River Road is breaking down the levee, my head is getting heavy Down comes the rain to wash away my problems, I know I'm the one who caused them
5.
I won't be home until sometime tonight Cleveland's not that long of a drive But I'll take my time Yeah I'll take my time I’m going over every word that you said Til they're ringing out in my head Locked behind my lips Flowing out through your fingertips It's all over and it's no surprise (What do you expect when all you do is lie) It all ended when you came up north (It went south) Fuck you and the back and forth The attention that you demand (Spins out of control, so out of control) Just do what makes you happy Sing along and play your role Deal the finishing blow And throw yourself into the great unknown, the great unknown Or continue what you like to do: Serenade yourself in the silence of solitude Don't worry about me, I'll be fine While you sit around and waste your life I guess I'll heal in my own time Just deal with the devil, the devil you don't know Don't worry about me, I'll be fine While you sit around and waste your life I guess I'll heal in my own time Just deal with the devil, the devil you will know tonight (Just deal with the devil that you don’t know)
6.
Snake 03:32
I'm running all over this town of street lamps and sidewalks Searching for something That can not be real, but something I feel I remember it like it was a dream When we would convene and my eyes could clearly see the meaning behind everything and what that might bring I'll picture your face and keep my eyes closed Be my saving grace, and guide me home Led astray by a snake, turned around in a storm These are troubling times For one so forlorn Am I awake or am I still sleeping? Is this all a dream or am I now lucid? A reality check to bring me back to my mind I'm drowning inside my own head Can you hear me now, on the other side Lost amidst the fog, searching for a sign For a sign of life Snake in the grass, makes it hard to sleep Am I inside of your dreams or are you visiting me Face from the past, has planted a seed Am I inside of your dreams or are you visiting me
7.
The day is a lovely shade of melancholy Start the morning with a shot of whiskey in my coffee Then I'll get drunk and go back to bed I'll get drunk and go back to Trying to forget the stupid shit I said, While trying to remember what happened The night before I need to stop living life like this Where did I go wrong? I'll ride the edge of consciousness Will I remember at all or just forget The nights spent alone passed out drunk in the car, parked at the bar I'm falling, I’m falling apart I'll ride the edge of consciousness Will I remember at all? Or will I forget? Will I forget all The nights of playing drinking games and not keeping score, I can’t ignore (I’m falling, I’m falling, I’m falling apart) Or the mornings getting blitzed before my feet hit the floor, I can’t ignore That I’m falling, I’m falling, I’m falling apart All the nights spent alone passed out drunk on the floor and still drink more Slowly I’m sinking (I need to quit drinking) I’m falling apart The day is a lovely shade of melancholy Start the morning with a shot of whiskey
8.
The fourth of July I can see it clearly in the back of my mind The fireworks And the fire shined as if to give me a sign Midnight venture I'll always remember, how could I forget The glowing embers And how the smoke drew lines in the sky This year I'll try to forget Just how that one year went Replace the memories with the new Then you’ll say, look how you grew The fourth of July Remember how I was doing just fine We counted the stars And by the soft pale light, we counted the scars Tell me, did you forget? Do you remember the day we met? What did it mean to you? And how awful is the truth? Another summer day And I just stay the same Another year flies by And here I sit trying to survive This year I'll try to forget Just how that one year went Replace the memories with the new Then you’ll say, look how you grew I have this memory That's shared by you and me Or maybe I'm all alone And you're the one who's grown
9.
I always hate the sound Of apologies and desperate pleas They're run into the ground I'll do my best to make this brief Then we'll move on My anger was misplaced It was never meant for you I'm only angry with myself For not telling you the truth Given the choice, to take it back, I'd take it back, Without a second of doubt We can't change the past or the words that we said, So for now just hear me out What we have is real Fire in a bottle Let's keep looking up Not back down at the bottom It may not be the same (The bridges were burned, the tables turned) Let’s make something new (Something true, I'm glad it's you) I wish I could've been there (You were miserable, vulnerable, and all alone) I'm done making this about me (Just tell me here, tell me now, what you need)
10.
When you find yourself, maybe you can come and find me Timing’s everything, and maybe it is time to let go So when you find yourself, maybe you can come and find me Watch the pouring rain runs down my windshield As if it knows where to go And I’m lost as the taillights take their leave Into the summer storm Maybe it’s hard to see me clearly Maybe it’s easier to drive I know that you clearly didn’t want to stay Or be here anyway So Maybe I’ll just say goodnight Why does everything seem to fall apart Right when it all seemed fine I thought things could be different If I just had one more night Maybe it’s hard to see me clearly And maybe it’s easier to drive I know that you clearly didn’t want to stay Or be here anyway So maybe I’ll just say goodnight, goodbye When you find yourself, maybe you can come and find me Please remember timing’s everything, and maybe it is time to let go So when you find yourself, maybe you can come and find me
11.
I’ve waited for the longest time Delayed what was coming I tell myself the whitest lie An act unbecoming Well now everything crumbling from under me What is life? Sacrifice, sacrifice Somehow part of me wants to be anywhere but here What is life? Sacrifice, sacrifice The hardest part of growing up Is picking your fights and knowing where to draw the line You get to choose, which means you have to make a choice The hardest part of growing up is sacrifice Time ticks by, it's flying out the window Time ticks by, this is the anthem to my life

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released February 4, 2022

Recorded, produced, mixed, and mastered by Steve Perrino (steveperrino.com)

Studio assistance by Jimmy Wilkins

Album artwork by Christian Arnder (christianarnder.com)

Released on Carved From Stone records

Guest vocals on Old Fashioned (Tom's Recipe) and Beach Episode by Erick Smyczek, Schuyler Spivey, Toby Caulk, Tom Goldthwait, and Alyssa Eatinger

Robert Keller- guitar/vocals
Alex Styles- guitar/vocals
Garrett Kimmel- bass/vocals
Kevin Pees- drums/percussion

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Northern Weather Akron, Ohio

Emo/punk band from northeast Ohio

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Robert Keller: guitar/vocals
Alex Styles:
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Garrett Kimmel:
bass/vocals
Peter Shand:
drums
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